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Sealed; Cheng
STC.CJC.

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Monday, October 22, 2007 ♥

random & scattered.


& horoscope says,

Fanciful ideas and romantic wishes have been blooming inside your head. They're all so pretty ... and it's a waste that no one sees them but you. Today, the time is right to share them with a person who loves you the most. They really want to know more about what makes you tick, and they can tell that you've been working on something in your mind. Give them a glimpse of what you're thinking and their reaction will delight you -- and bring you closer together.

hmmmmm, hurr. hahha.

i'm still stressed & i want a baby dog to hug :#
tmr's the first paper.
wish me luck please, i need it :/
i don't think i'l be here till Os is over-
unless really important matters.
3 weeks, OKAY.

i'm in love with chemicals react, Aly & A.J. (:
i wanna ace Os.
i can't wait for stress level to go down-.-
i need shopping :X

i, don't wanna leave.?

hurr.
take loads of care, & byebye.


Cheng
3:09 AM






Sunday, October 21, 2007 ♥

all we've prepared for.


We cannot deny how we feel inside
We cannot deny

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong
Yeah - both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived so we loved
So we hurt and we joked yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

Kaleidoscope of color's turnin'
Hopes on fire, sun is burnin'
Shining down on both of us
Don't let us lose it
Don't let us lose it
- Chemicals react, Aly & A.J.

i feel so stressed la-.=
humphf.
monday, monday, monday~
time's gonna fly so fast.
O's is starting-
3 weeks & it'l end.
i can't wait. (:
but then, The Holidays.
how great.
after all, decisions have to be made-

i'm off to, study
take care & bye.


Cheng
1:22 AM






Friday, October 19, 2007 ♥

inevitable


hello & i'm going for history tmr thanks to,
Ms Desiree Chua Xiu Li.
hahha i know you'd hate me for spelling out your name in full.
but still,
you owe me big time kid.
hurr.

LIST ONE.
A- perfect & ideal
B- most considerable
C- not a bad choice
D- room for improvement
E- elimination

hahh this is what happens when we're bored.
we come up with weird but creative (HAHA!) lists.
& we think. (damn alot-.-)
school today & i slept for abt 2 hours due to freaking bad headache,
& my throat which is killing me- still:/
but late afternoon it got better & everyone was just so retarded!
hahhaha.
oh yes flu's here & fever's on it's way.
y'know sometimes i just wanna die-.-
hahha i'm not drama-ing la.
if i die i won't need to suffer from the everyday things in life-
cos i won't have one anymore-.-
hurr.
oh yes & i want time after time by QUIETDRIVE.
stop sending me ones by other singers yo!
hurr.

i still need to Study
& i don't feel fantastic right now.
sucker:/
losing, disregarded, inevitable.
i'm off.
take care & bye.


Cheng
12:36 PM






Thursday, October 18, 2007 ♥

put on your biggest smile-



a random photo to cheer up any sad souls (:

songs:
empty- the click five
say goodnight- the click five

i'm off to, Study (:
byes.


Cheng
10:09 AM






Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ♥

above the noise;



hello & i'm here early in the morning-.-
i'm omgosh sleepy.
woke up from a bad bad dream.
& yeah can't go back to sleep again-.-
howwww expected.
it's 709 AM.
TIANN.
what did i do to suffer from this lack lack lack of sleep huh.
natural eyeshadows are building up.
hello i dislike thattttttt.
haiyerr.


& horoscope says,

Relationships are fluid -- people are moving in and out of the center of your life all the time, whether you realize it or not. This drifting phenomena is continuing with a troubled friend, who seems farther away than ever. Let them continue on their own path and value what they gave you. Ultimately, you are all individuals who need to take their own journey. Is there someone you've lost touch with who you miss? Get in touch with them today -- even if it's just to say a final goodbye.

individuals who need to take their own journey.
emm.

so it's back to study time in school later.
omgosh i still can't believe i'm up so early luhh.
i'm like typing this & closing my eyes-
but i can't fall asleep-.=
HOW IRRITATING.
tskk.

hahha i keep listening to that korean song from the previousss post la.
like at least 8-9 times everytime i'm online okayy.
hurr.
don't you just think it's omgosh nice?
hahaha wait until i find the translated lyrics.
i bet it's another tears-dropping song.

ytd,
err screwed bio prac.?
though phy & chem pracs were alright but bio?
:///
hurr which means theory must pull me up.
how nice-.-

i'm posting such a random post.
aiyer i ate so much ytd okay.
i don't dare to weigh myself.
later the weighing machine goes @#$%^*
it'l be all my fault-.-
hurr.

kay i guess this post is long enough & un-emo.
unlike my lately emo-ish posts-.-
HAHHA.
i'm off to catch somemore sleep-
if i can.

goodnight & bye.


Cheng
10:29 PM






Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ♥

what's mine & what belongs?



i'm living my life for them.
but it's not enough.
i'm slowly losing it.
& i'm losing them still,
even when my life's given up,
just for them.
but no they can't keep it cool.
i'm not up to standard-
only my life ain't enough.
i'm not good enough to be,
the perfect individual they want.

i owe them forever.
i can never pay enough for myself.
but what i can give won't satisfy.
even when i've given my all.
i'm losing them still.

1,
2,
& 3;
the most important ones in my life.
the ones who mean so much to me.
i'm slowly losing it all.

so what's left?
what's mine?
& what belongs?


Cheng
10:39 AM








broken promises


i thought that pink was quite nice. hurr.
that's the one i wanted! but all 8s are soldout-.-

those were from friday.
monday-
we've 7 more days before first paper.


i hate fights.
esp with someone i don't usually fight with.
you need to stop thinking abt things your own way.
haven't you done enough to break me?
promises,
you're asking me for one.
yet you've broken all of mine.
how ironic.

what's expected of me?
i want to live my life.

i'm off.
take care & bye.


Cheng
12:12 AM






Monday, October 15, 2007 ♥

shh, let me be.



i've no idea abt the lyrics but-

it's such a nice song to fall in love with.

Heartbreak- F.T Island.



Cheng
2:09 AM






Sunday, October 14, 2007 ♥

& what more can i say.?




chaos,
uncertainties,
loneliness,
hatred;
my fault.
blame me.
i'm sorry.
does this help?
have it your way.


Cheng
4:30 AM






Wednesday, October 10, 2007 ♥

poisonous candy floss-




i swear i'm a hardworking girl- look! it's chinese yo! (:
& mj claims this shot is well taken cos everything's in odd colours except for me? HAHA.
it says, 'F?' (F for FCC) [:
okay so those were the pictures from sat & sun.
went to gwc with mj for study sessions.
productive?
hmmm to a certain extent.
HAHHA but we had fun so-
hurr (:
mon was -
stayed in school till idk what time.
productive?
aye certain extent la kay.
oh wells.
today.
phy prac in the morning then quarrentined for 4 freaking hours-
lead to problems & problems.
but being cheng the great,
she solves all her problems within the shortest time & there!
hahhha.
stayed on to study-
productive?
not at all.
today's study session was a totaly failure la-.-
tskk.
tmr shall be productive.
i promise myself,
that i'l carry out intense books-warming tmr.
pray hard that i'l live up to it:/
& right now cheng's damn freak tired so she'l just be a good girl & go to bed.
goodnight & dream of me. (:


Cheng
2:45 PM






Saturday, October 06, 2007 ♥

hello, where's my life?



hi & this is the last day of school.
next week onwards would be free-school-studying.
hurr but i'l be going back almost everyday next week?
hurr makes a diff-
NOT-.-

i've actually had not bad a day today until-
hmmmm.
& mom had to give me her 'adult talks'.
okay same storyline every single time.
i'm tired of saying & i guess you guys are tired of reading.
hahha or maybe i'm just too lazy to type.
hurr.
tmr shall test my patience.

Os is nearing.
we've promised to do well.
let's. (:

& thanks for today.
i mean it :x


Cheng
3:46 PM






Monday, October 01, 2007 ♥

300907



hi & this is my 115th post on this blog.
& i'm happy today.
& that's all i needed. (:
<3


Cheng
1:00 PM